Today I fly to India: England to India (Delhi) on a one-way ticket!
This is part of my journey of living my truth. Of me stepping out in faith and trust that even though I don’t know where I am going or what I am doing, that all will be well. That all IS well. That no matter what, we are always guided in life. That we are always looked after. That we are always loved.
This journey is about absolute faith and trust in the Divine/Universe/God ((insert whatever word works for you here!). In knowing that I will be guided to where I need to be, and meet who I need to meet, and learn what I need to learn (when I need to learn it). And that even though I may not understand my path fully or have any idea of what’s in store, I have faith and trust that I am truly on it, living my soul’s purpose; my truth; my way … God’s way.
It is so easy to stay in the safe confines of our lives with our jobs that give us security and our homes that gives us protection and all our loved ones around us that give us support. And I am not saying that there is anything wrong with that. For some that is just fine. If you know that what you have chosen is fulfilling you.
But I know that I was staying in that because of the fear of the unknown. The fear of what would happen if I left my ‘proper’ job and allowed myself to just flow freely in the world, being where I needed to be for as long as I needed to be there.
I had a gnawing feeling inside that the life I was in was not the life destined for me. That I had to go off and find more of who I was. To integrate all parts of myself. To embrace the fears and step through them with courage. To be free to be in flow. And free to be totally me. Hell, what kind of confidence coach am I if I stay in my situation because I am scared?! HELL NO!
I’ve spent a lot of my life not fully understanding who I am. Not fitting into any particular box. Not totally finding ‘my place’. Searching for ‘home’ and not knowing where or what that is. The last few years I’ve seen that actually, anywhere I am is home. And that that is okay.
So today I fly. I have no plans. No goals. No tick list. No things I have to see or do. No nothing. Just me. And my faith and trust in the Divine that this is my journey, this is my path and that I will be shown the way. And that wherever I am is indeed home 🙂
I shall keep you posted as I roam. And my doors are always open for those who want to step through their fears and live more of who they are in this life.
Where might fear be holding you back? What would you do if you knew you would succeed?
Please leave comments below.
Hi Mills. When I first visited India I went backpacking with a friend. It was an incredible trip but I couldn’t imagine doing it alone, that’s why I think you are amazing. You have such a wonderful approach to your new experience, and with your open mind and ultra positive attitude, with all the great people you will meet and attract, you will have a truly life changing experience. All the very best of luck and I look forward to reading about it.
Thank you so much Oretta! So wonderful to receive your lovely comments! Thank you thank you thank you 🙂 I am really loving being in India! It certainly is intoxicating for all of the senses! Sending love and thanks to you xx
Honestly I wish I could share your faith and trust in the Divine. All I can say is that, even with faith, things have often turned out quite badly for me. I wish you all the best life has to offer, Mills.
Hi Vena. Thank you so much for your comments. I hear you. Sometimes life can seem a bit crap. And sometimes it’s hard to understand why things happen the way they happen. Holding space for you and sending love. May you find peace and joy in your heart no matter what life brings. Much love to you xx